28.2.04
sun yan zi cd's playing. can everyone hear her magical voice?? love her loads. *grinz* :)
should i go out with the friday clique, daphne, cindy, or go for training tmr? wish i could split myself up into four.
bowling at victor's yesterday was an unmitigated disaster. other than my scores, that is. my clumsiness and stupidity's getting on my nerves...and that of others, for certain...
i wanted to hi-five terence after he scored a strike and the minute i extended my hand, i knocked over serene's grape drink and before i knew it, we were admist a pool of purple fluid. and at this crucial point, serene made her way back from the lanes and because i was apologising to her for her spilt drink, she didnt see the purple pool and got her shoes wet. grape drink's awfully sticky and bowling shoes are incredibly sensitive to sticky substances. and with that, serene couldnt really get the stains off and what's worse is the fact that she fell a few times at the lanes cos she couldnt slide. drats man. jason did too, once. =/ you could imagine the kind of guilt and apprehension i felt.
fortunately for terence...he was very patient and comforting. and fortunately for serene...she's such a sweet darling...she even asked me to ask her along to chevrons the next time i go there to bowl. god...i wished so much for her to start railing at me instead of giving me that radiant smile of hers.
sighs.
after reading this next paragraph, you'll start shaking your head in sheer disappointment at the kind of fool denise is. on friday night, as a result of a distracted mind, i conveniently let a whole bottle of ketchup slip from my hands. got the whole marble floor in a huge mess of ketchup and shattered glass pieces. like wow...im sucha genius. ended up having ketchup-less dinner. (but that of cos, isnt the important point here). -sighs-
i'm accident-prone. stay clear.
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27.2.04
dental appointment tmr. still wondering what colour i should get for my braces. my last chance to change colour already....then it'll be retainers. argh....hate retainers. :(
will go rush to meet terence after dental tmr. he has a sponsored taxi to marina bay....like wow...so im taking a ride in his sponsored taxi. heh. so fun. :) think i'll embarrass myself tmr in front of all the power-packed bowlers...let's see, the two captains, nj's best bowler, seniors and mingjun's going...die ar. i dun even haf my own ball with me tmr...and im still going! ha! k....mingjun'll be the only j1 there...but hell, he's a ex bowler and a hooker at that. i suffer from inferiority complex. :)
thanks doro for calling, though im not sure if u'll read this. was so happy to hear your voice coming all the way from england. :) miss you loads. was fun talking to ur sis too. haha. :)
it hurts me to see you sad. i know that at this moment, no matter what i say wont haf any impact on you. in fact it'll just make u irritated. but i hope that you'll pull yourself out of the disappointment soon. if u have a choice of being happy-go-lucky and accepting the situation u're put in, you should take it. hope to see you smile...
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26.2.04
though blogs are usually the windows to a person's soul, sometimes ignorance is still bliss.
i'm beginning to slip into daphne's shoes and feeling what she described to me a week ago. at that point of time, i was the advisor (to her). but advising myself is a near impossible task.
have i not given enough?
i know the amount that one sacrifices and gives is not a measurement of how much one should get in return. love is no fair, justified trading game. it never is.
you just made a slit across my heart.
whatever.
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24.2.04
am happy today. over the simplest reasons. :)
didnt listen to a single lecture today. either stoned throughout, yakked nonstop or was busy with other things like doodling on my handouts. i was not distracted...was just not concentrating. *winks* was fun not concentrating but it means reading up on my own tonight. and after much procrastination since the time i got home, i still havent started. heh. just not in the mood to do work today...it's sucha beautiful day! i'd rather spend the night time daydreaming... :)
class dinner tmr after bowling. wonder whether i'll still be able to stay awake. it's going to be sth like the final farewell gathering for the class...oh wells, i have to admit that i enjoyed the past two months with everybody and parting is going to be heart-wrenching.
played with the digital cam just now. there're two cams now...one's going to be ours and the other's going to dad's company. sis and i are undecided as to which to give up. according to her, one's the talk of the town and the other's received better comments from critics. doesnt make much of a diff to me actually...i still look ugly in photographs anyway. haha. eh...but still took some spastic self-obsessed photos while testing the cams out, heh. shall see what Navin has to say about them when he sees them...wonder if he'll laugh like the previous time, haha. :)
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23.2.04
Shall I compare thee to a summer's day? Thou art more lovely and more temperate... When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st So long as men can breathe or eyes can see, So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.
William Shakespeare
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heyhey. school hours dragged by today...it was funny seeing how Mark said "there's still six hours left!!" at 11am. haha. it never occured to me how much time we spend in school...
ate a lot today. it's getting scary...the way i eat. even gavin's getting worried for me. haha. let's see...had two breakfasts today, had break two hours later, lunch another two hours later, just ate a heavy 'teabreak' and there's dinner later. whoa. i live to eat. :D
feel like playing tennis again...after seeing alvin's tennis racquet. and after watching the screenshots on tvmobile. wonder if i can still play though...it's going to be physically challenging. if mum's game, think we'll book the court for the weekend. which means i'll have to search for my racquet. wonder if it's still in condition, haha.
think my mortal rocks. he's so nice to write to. come to think of it, so far all the j2 seniors i noe are all so nice. :D
im so sleepy...
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22.2.04
went for acjc funfair yesterday. spent sucha long time there and i dont really know what i actually did anyway. all that i can remember of the funorama is that i ate and drank so much...and saw many familiar faces...from rgps, from crescent and from nj. it was sweltering... i came back tanner than before. shucks.
went to the salon today. couldnt tolerate the idiotic hair any longer. but now i wish i got my old hair back. the lady cut my hair so short...or rather, i find it short. makes me feel like some butch. ha. but oh wells, no use crying over spilt milk. :) all i can do is wait for it to grow back..sighs.
finally broached the topic about switching to arts to mum at Popular ystday...cos i was thinking that i shdnt buy the TYS books yet, since i may not stay with my current combi. surprisingly her reaction wasnt that exaggerated. she wasnt flabbergasted like how i'd expected her to be. think she's tired of trying to convince me that sciences are more important. she's tired, but hasnt given up though. i think she only allows me to take odd combi in nj...which is like...i'd rather not. her point is - it's either literature or econs. geez. wish i could have both. i prefer literature to econs but econs is more practical. very good...shall decide when the time comes, when the tsunami strikes.
off to squash. no pool today since we're supposed to concentrate on our studies cos mum says she's getting worried. sheesh. hafta sacrifice my leisure time for work. :(
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